i'm not sure what happens.

you begin each day with the best intentions
energy, inspiration.
and then, i'm not sure what happens...
maybe you hear a sad song or maybe those demons in your mind wont stop telling you lies
like you're not worthy

whatever it is, you realize the
hours
are
passing

and you're just stuck.

and all you want to do is eat another chocolate bar
hide under the covers
listen to the rain fall


it's okay to let it all drop sometimes
everyday does not have to be the most productive day of your life

and sometimes downtime can heal your soul
you know this, yet you continue to beat yourself up when you need rest

because you're working towards your dreams
you feel like you should never stop
i suppose this is a good thing (but we all need to rest sometimes)